Yesterday had to be one of the worst days I've had in a while. Yesterday, my grandma passed away...*wipes eyes* I keep crying and I just can't stop myself. She was such a wonderful grandmother. She always took us shopping...I think thats what she's the most well known for. All my friends know her as "shopping grandma" Well this will be a short post since words just can't describe my grandma. One last thing before I go, see you later grandma....goodbye is just too permanent, since its really not goodbye. Well for everyone else, ttyl

Again I lied, but this time I'm tired...amazing huh...but I'm totally luving this pic so I had to post it ^^



He's sooo kute ^^

Hmm, I think I should get around to getting myself a tagboard lol so many random conversations happen on tagboards.

Ok, i lied i'm not tired so i won't go to sleep ^^;; i'll instead continue on that story about my work experience *attemps cheerful smile* bwahaha you guys are gonna be bored if you read this! lol well I was resetting table and Tom came over cuz he was wiping chairs...he looks at my name tag and asks me, so you're name is Cadie (pronounces it like caddy) and then proceeds to ask me a very intelligent question, have you ever been a caddy? (as in the golf ones) i of course, reply what? in my very intelligent manner and he goes off on another topic...will my dad let me go to the carnival cuz i'm grounded...i told him i didn't know, smooth huh lol anyway, back to the name "disagreement" topic. Well Zach, this kid i trained with, asked me if I had ever heard of the movie "Caddyshack" which I have not and he then made a big deal bout this because it is a funny movie and he then told evan who was like yeah, but then shot me a look to say that Zach is insane. Well Zach, Tom, and Evan decided to call me "Caddy" which I tried to put a stop to but it didn't work...then they got Jim to join in with them ^^;; hopefully by the time I work next, they won't remember! That is what I am hoping for! It always bugs me when people mess up my name ^^;; but I knew they were just teasing me...kinda reminded me of Matt Jack who called me Caddy all through 8th grade. @.@ crazy boys they are...well now I'm gonna go! For real this time lol so I'll ttyl ja ne and blessed be!

Hmm just got back from Wildwood today...Pablo and I had fun, or as much fun as you can have while worrying about your grandmother who had to be on a respirator and then went into a coma...kinda morbid sacrasm for you all ^^ morbid is my new word of the week

Morbid: characterized by gloomy or unwholesome ideas or feelings

Kinda fits how I'm feeling...I'm also wondering how I can be sooo cheerful in my other blogs but not here. If anyone can explain that to me, feel free, my e-mail is at the top. Anyway, while I was gone, my grandmother got better (she was taken off the respirator), got worse (she went into a coma), and finally got better again. We went to see her right when we got home and she was doing much better even though she still has a long long way to go. Hmm now I'm gonna go since soccer camp starts tomorrow and I'm gonna die since I'm sooo outta shape...oh and my cousins are suppose to arrive tomorrow...

Ok, today sucked :( My grandma went into pulmonary adema, which is where your lungs fill with fluid, and you can’t breathe. She is on a respirator now and no one is 100% sure that she is going to live. We're leaving tomorrow, well really today since its almost 2:30 am. My mom probably won't come at all because she can't leave my grandparents. Grandpa, when he saw grandma and all the doctors working on her, started to cry...when mom said that, with tears in her eyes, i felt just awful...i've been on the verge of crying since about 2:30 pm when my mom told me that grandma may not live through this. It makes me feel so bad to think that I'm going to have fun, when my grandma is having sucha hard time...well thats all for now...i tried to post last night about my work experience but it didn't cooperate ^^;; ttyl

I am sooo obsessed with my new icon lmao but its soooo kawaii *looks up with hearts and stars in her eyes* i thank crystal who belongs to the a blog that i also belong to. Shes the greatest! Shes also teaching me how to use ftp so I can work on my website. Hehe I got hosted. My url, in the future, will be http://shimatta.net/lilith yay! I can't wait. I for some reason am hooked on the name Lilith....I think it might actually be cuz I was gonna name my otaku sailor scout, Sailor Lilith...but I never got around to writing my fic about her. *pokes Pablo and Frankie* you guys should make your own personal blogs like I got here ^^ They are a lotta fun cuz no one can stop you from saying ridiculous stuff. lol well i'll probably blog some more later so ttyl ^.^ i luv my icon!!! lol

You are Laguna! Although you're way too shy with the opposite sex, you've got a heart of pure gold. You're a good leader and well liked by those who know you. Most of your friends look to your good sense when they need advice. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here!

I would think of myself more as a Quistis...or Rinoa even lol

ooo added a linkie to Michira's blog ^^ shes a funny girl! met her on Fiore's tagboard...lol too funny. ooo heres a quiz!






What type of Bishounen are you? Find out at artificial-soul.net by Rin.


lol one i'm not a guy and two i'm not dumb but this is amusing ^^ fiore, i blame my luv of random quizzes that have no meaning on you lol


I'm Mystique
What X-Men Character are You?

That's right, you're Mystique: the only villain possible on this quiz. But you're not evil, really. Just... misunderstood. You can't help it if you'd rather save your own skin than risk your neck saving people who are far inferior to you. You have a taste for the finer things in life, certainly. But why shouldn't you? You certainly deserve them, after all.

This next one is true lol


Which HP Kid Are You?





Fiesty You turn heads and like it. Being shocking and causing people to talk is what you're all about. After all, the world would be a pretty boring place if it weren't for you.

Frankie, i be happy that you enjoy reading my blog ^^ I probably wouldn't find it very amusing but I'm glad I'm entertaining you and maybe Pablo too lol hmm today I spilled my first glasses at work *bows* lol j/k and I was really surprised cuz I've carried drinks before. It wasn't a huge deal though and everyone was really nice about it...Katie and I were standing there looking at it for a moment and then Tom came over and cleaned it up. lol they were all like don't worry, Tom's got it and he was like why am i cleaning this up. I think Tom is from either Butler or Pequannock...can't remember lol so many Butler boys. Well that was the most excitement at work since i was bored with my server training...right now i'm a backwaiter but soon i'll probably be a front waiter aka a server. Well gotta go keep up with my other blogs ^^ ja ne! =^.^=

*Tired* trying to keep up with 3 blogs is crazy lol I have this one, my hostee blog (a blog for hostees of shimatta.net ^^ my webpage will be hosted there eventually), and my blog for my girls and I lol go Vicky and the Knights of the Octagon Table!! Yeah baby! lol We are "The Band" >^o^< hmm as i explained in the other two blogs, my mom saw a hott guy today lmao...she told me that I would be drooling and she thinks he's around my age! lol she is always looking for hott guys for me ^^;; she went to a funeral for one of her friend's relatives and she later told me about these cute guys....a little scary! The scariest part was that we were at the hospital visiting my grandma! When we go tomorrow, I'll have to look for him ^^ He's visiting someone in the next room down. Hmm I went to bed at around 3:30-4:00 am yesterday and didn't get up till noon lol I came down told my bro good morning and he gave me a look and said no...good afternoon...then he spent the whole day with his friend timmy XD well thats enough for now...i need sleep or something ja ne =^.^=

My new hobby is taking quizzes lol


Is this true??


What's your claim to fame?
This one is true lmao

The next test didn't have a picture :(

Your Dream's Aura is the color blue. Like the Pacific ocean, your soul is a deep organic pool of love and serenity. In a romantic relationship, you are sweet, sensitive, faithful, and compassionate. In life you feel the most pleasure in your own generosity, kindness, and trust. Your innermost dreams flow in the tidal current of spiritual being, swirling from countless fathoms deep.




Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!


I took the What Mythological Creature Are you? test by !

Be amazed, I'm "blogging" at a time that isn't a tiny hour in the morning ^^ lol blogging is such a funny word...oh geez do I get sidetracked easily ^^ or maybe i'm just easily amused. lol anyway, I forgot to post those quizzes that I took but if I remember I'll do that later...I have to go to tennis so I gotta go...I just wanted to mention that I got my first paycheck today! *cheers* lol i luv that show, wait i was talking about my paycheck that is the wrong cheers *sighs* someone get me back on track! well i'll do some more "blogging" later! I'm dumping my bloke cuz he's too thick! lol funny english phrase.

ooo its only about 12:30 tonight ^^ lol a little earlier than usual. Well I luv the book, Angus, thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging ^^ soooo funny! Yacco I think you would like it because the writer is English and she uses English phrases and words, like, snogging (lol kissing), bloke, shirty, bloody (just attach different words to bloody and it sounds english...not to be confused with american), nuddy-pants, loo (hehe the bathroom), and bugger! Its just too funny! She refers to her "crush" as a Sex God >.< sooo funny anyway, i reccommend this book to anyone who reads my ramblings. I'm sucha book addict...whether it be manga or regular books ^^;; hmm what else...i went to work again today...working on those muscles fiore! I managed to burn myself when pouring the soup into the soup cups ^^;; wow did that hurt but only for the first min. I think I was just kinda shocked at first. I have a question for all of you who read my blog, do you guys find any of this entertaining because I would probably be bored outta my mind reading this :( sad huh? I find my life quite boring...anyway, here are some more random quizzes I decided to take. Thanx Fiore for getting my addicted to them ^^;;

Geez, why do I always post when its late? lol, maybe because my most random thoughts come up at that time. Well *waves hi to Nati* hehe she is going to host my website, when I finally learn ftp ^^ her domain is www.shimatta.net so you can check that out if ya want. Hmm who else can I wave to? *Waves hi to Pablo and Dani* Pablo hehe aka Yacco aka *coughs* Christine *coughs* lol silly girl who named me Steve! I just thought of something...Dani you already knew this....I think I need to put it down here and it'll make me feel better...well I'm still kinda mad at this girl, we'll call her...Becky (lol yacco this is random not having anything to do with dan) Well Becky was being teased a little bit about wicca by some of my other friends who we will call Kira and um Harumi (lol Mars characters) well she then told them that it was all my fault and that I am way more into it then she is and that I was the one who got her into the Sweep books which are "fiction" books about wicca. Well then Kira and Harumi asked me what she was talking about and I told them that I read the books and they were cool with that which was good...the only problem was why did Becky tell them that? She had told me that she had found the Sweep books by herself and then she goes telling other people its my fault...even if I had been the one to tell her about them (which I wasn't) she didn't have to read them and I'm not into wicca as much as she is...I think its interesting and all but I don't think I'll have convert...her and another one of my friends, um Vivi (lol i just finished reading the Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood), were talking about doing circles and stuff....well my point is that she blamed this all on me and I don't think that was fair....alright enough of my ranting...more later ^^;; night night

Its late, I'm almost tired ^^;; and I was just thinking of the random thought I was having during the car ride home from my visiting my grandma...I don't want to grow up and marry a trucker lmao is that random or what? I was singing along to the radio and all of the sudden the idea just came to me. It's not because truckers have the reputation of being kinda old and kinda messy but the fact that they drive at night and for long periods of time so that if I married one, I probably wouldn't see him a lot. I didn't know what came over me to post this or to even think about it in the first place but who cares, its my blog, I can say what I want. Btw, Yacco, I don't need to borrow Fearless #2 ^^ We went to B&N and I got it, along with some other books that people have reccommended me. I hope that you or I find #3 though cuz they didn't have it and that woulda been great considering they were having this buy two get on free thing :( oh well, i've probably bored you guys enough so i'm outta here...

I think that everyone should have a blog ^^ they let ya ramble on about nothing which is a good way to get whats on your mind outta your head lol heres a strange quiz I took:



Totally describes me huh...anyway, this is my battle cry:





what's your battle cry? |
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Ok, this one is amusing...What NYU student am I?




take the nyu type quiz.

and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.

I'm totally completely insane sometimes, well most of the time, if not all the time. Ok I'm probably going to go on a rant right now so I'm warning you, if you don't like what I'm saying don't read it ^^ My friends know I'm insane right? lol but I have gotten pretty good at hiding my insanity...at work I can appear almost normal and at school the insanity is also toned down a bit considering all of the snobs I go to school with who would be appalled (did I spell that right?) at my insanity. Well thats enough about my insanity ^^;; I took this quiz before but blogger.com wasn't cooperating so here it is again. Another sweep quiz! I'm a scary woodbane lol


Which of the 7 Clans are You?

Hmm what did I do today? Well I got up at like 11 cuz my mom woke me up and I ate lo mein ^^ I luv that stuff even when its leftovers. Then I went to see my grandma who is actually doing much better which is really good...I watched Yu Yu Hakusho for the first time last night...pretty cool ^^ i myself prefer Cowboy Bebop but I need to watch Yu Yu Hakusho some more...

Hmm I had to work today again...I seriously need to lift weights or something...those big trays are just too heavy and my boss expects me to lift them ^^;; Look I'm Miaka! Lol is that a good thing?

You are Yuuki Miaka

You love food, boys, and hate studying. However, you are tying to make your family happy by trying your hardest to do things that are too hard. Often, when things get really tough, you depend on your friends to bail you out. You trust in others to do what is best, even when they often dissappoint you. Your greatest need is loyalty, and it is also your greatest asset.

Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz

I'm wondering who said that people need sleep...I don't get nearly enough and I'm fine...at least thats what I tell myself @.@

Ooo I luv the Sweep books ^.^ Look I'm Hunter ::drools:: lol wait, I'm a girl and it says i'm a guy! Is that right? At least I'm a hott guy lol and I guess our personalities kinda match ^^;;


Which Sweep Character Are you?

This blog stuff is almost amusing lol and don't mind the random emoticon things that I use because I will probably use them all of the time ^^;; anyway, I have work today and I should do stuff before work but I'm lazy and one of the biggest procrastinators! Btw, I'm pretty amazed that I haven't forgotten about my blog already...just give me a few days and I'm sure it will happen. Yacco, if you read this, I started the Fearless series ^.^ It's pretty good so far and you have some of the other books right? If you do you'll have to let me borrow them! lol Ooo, my mom made me go running! ahhh and I have to work...anyway, I'm gonna go look for those funny quiz things.

Geez am I confused when it comes to this stuff...I betcha that in about 2 days I'm going to forget that I have this blog and it will just sit here forever...poor lonely blog ^^;;